Well their is this girl her name is Stephanie and I met her in my Senior year of high school (2010) and during that time I saw her at school and we became good friends.During last summer I didn't get to see her as much and I hung out with her maybe twice during the summer. Something you don't know about me is that I'm disabled, I have Duchenne's Muscular Dystrophy and I am wheelchair bound. Last summer on August 16th I started having chest pains and this was because I was going into heart and lung failure and I was at my local hospital in the ER for 3 days and then I was taken too Northwestern Memorial Hospital by ambulance and basically when I got there the doctors told my family that they should get my affairs in order because I was going to die from this but I am a fighter so my body fought back. They had to do a traechiotomy on me and when I woke up I had my family around me and then it was amazing the entire waiting room was filled with more of my family and tons of my friends who came to see me, the hospital staff had never seen so many people come to see one person, One of my friends who came up was Stephanie, she was one of the first people to come up and see me and even though I really couldn't talk she was just there to see me she didn't mind not being able talk to me. Now I stayed at Northwestern for about a month and then I was taken to the Rehabilitation Institute of Chicago which was not even 5 minutes away and I started my rehab. During that time Stephanie tried to come see me again and she couldn't so she called my cell to tell me she was sorry and I missed her call so she left a message and when I heard it I was really moved by what she said. She said she was mad she couldn't come and that she missed me and at the end of the message she said she loves me. Hereing that really helped me get through rehab and get released. I stayed there over a month and on October 18th I was finally able to go home. My friends wanted to come see me but their was a lot of saying and no doing. The first person to see me was Stephanie. She has been the person out of all my friends to really come and see me since I came home we've hung out a lot and you know we've gotten closer. I like her so much like when we hang out I just get this warm feeling inside whenever I see her and when we hangout and it's just me and her I have such a good time literally like I don't stop smiling because were making each other laugh so much. The other day she came over at around 12:30 and she did not leave til 7:45.......Thats 8 hours FYI. The problem is that she got a boyfriend in November but she met him at the restaurant he works at he said barely anything to her gave her his number the very next day I log on to facebook first thing I get to see is a picture of her and him kissing and that she is in a relationship with him and that really like brought me down like I thought that I didn't have a shot but I just kept trying. so I have hung out with her and everytime we hang she has a long story about him telling me there getting in fights, he going to therapy and he's unstable, he's threatened her friends, and when I was hanging with her he was jealous that I was with her so he cheated on her because he thought he was getting cheated on by her. Now two weeks ago they broke up because Stephanie was having a party and he was mad at her so he called the police on her. He got arrested for a false report to the police because she didn't do anything and he threatened her. She's done with him I thought you know soon I would have a chance to tell her how I feel and you know I got some advice from a friend of mine that I should keep hanging out with her and just you know invite her to hang out any chance I get show her I'm there for her you know I thought you know I might have a shot with getting in a relationship with her but we went out friday and we were talking and then she says I met this guy in my class and we've hung out a few times I like him alot he said he just broke up with his girlfriend and thats when I asked her why he broke up with his girlfriend and she says he cheated on her. So now I don't know what to do I want to be with her but I feel like I'll never be able to be with her and if I tell her how I feel I think she'll freak out and push me away and I don't wanna lose her as a friend, I've tried to get with her and I don't know what else to do. I really hope anyone who see's this can give me some sort of advice I would really appreciate it thank you.What should I do about this girl I like?
We'll it sounds like to me that she values you as a friend. I don't want to suggest that you tell her you like her because she may say that she just see's you as a friend. The best thing to do, what I think, is to do what your friend said and be there for her. Maybe eventually you can find a way to let her know your interested in being more than friends and if she feels the same way?
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